It's been a while

I have been wanting to blog more but when I have the time I don't have anything to say. I can no longer blog or get on my computer while Libby is playing anymore. She is obsessed with the laptop. She comes over and pushes buttons and pulls the screen backward. If you try to get out of her reach she cries. So I just give up. When she is napping I am running around doing housework therefore there is rarely a chance I get where nothing else needs to be done. I did do some picking up and some housework...of course there is other things I could be doing but it's okay to just sit sometimes. That is something I struggle with. I feel guilty a lot of time just sitting when there are things to be done. As Libby gets to be more active I have to be more active. I can no longer leave the room or accomplish anything while she is awake. I have to get creative when I need to do something when she is awake. This morning she was suppose to be napping while I took a shower and dried my hair. Of course she didn't so I had to pull the pack and play into the bathroom and let her watch me dry and flat iron my hair. She stood up and looked over the side almost the whole time. Love her little heart!
Brandon and I have been praying about what 2011 will bring. We are saving money and praying about selling this house and buying another one in the next year or so. We want to take our time with the process while continuing to put money back in savings. We have been so blessed with Brandon's job. We are so thankful he works for a great company and he got a nice bonus that was unexpected. They are so flexible and laid back. I am so glad that I am able to stay home with Libby. I would not give up the time I have with her for anything. I am willing to make financial sacrifices so that I can be with her. I am also praying about some friends and family that do not know God or may not have a relationship with God and that maybe God can use me. Here lately God has put into perspective that things are done on his time and not mine. I can have my plan but ultimately it comes down to whether it is in line with his plan. So bring it on 2011..with God on my side..I am ready!