Poopie Week

So last week was one of the worst weeks ever! I didnt get a job I interviewed for, my work computer crashed my last week of work causing all sorts of drama, and anything that could go wrong did. Lets not forget the big AT&T outage! That was nuts! I thought my life was busy before having Libby but I really had no idea! I feel like some days I don't even get the chance to just sit down, my dvrs are piling up, the bathrooms need to be cleaned, the house needs to be cleaned, I need to pay the bills, the babe needs to be taken care of, the laundry needs to be done, I need to go out to church to cut the checks, i need to find time to search for jobs, I have a belt I need to return, I am going to start babysitting tomorrow, Libby's 4 month check up tomorrow, I need to squeeze in treadmill time, not to mention I need to take a shower!! Ahhh! It's never ending. Being a mom is by far is the hardest job I have ever had. I have a new respect for stay at home mom's. Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining by any means. I love my life and I wouldn't change anything about it. I am just saying it is definitely not easy!

OMG

OMG totally forgot to blog. lol. It has been crazy busy the past few days. I had a job interview to prepare for so that is what I did most of the weekend. I also enjoyed another Harman wedding...congrats Kelly & Rod! Can't wait for you to make Libby a cousin to play with! The interview was on Monday. I think I did well, but I dont think I will get the job. They liked my administrative experience however I think they are wanting someone with my experience in a medical setting. Medical office settings tend to be super busy and they want someone that has experience in a busy setting. If I dont get the job then it was meant to be. I just don't have a good feeling about it. Anywho, I am exploring my other options. My last day at SEBC is on Friday. Its bittersweet. I have enjoyed my time here but I feel like my time has come to an end. I am closing chapters in some areas of my life and looking forward to starting new ones. I can't complain. I have been so blessed! I have a wonderful husband in family, a relationship with Jesus Christ, a fantastic husband, and a healthy beautiful baby girl that I love to pieces. Looking forward to what life will bring. God has a plan for me and I have to be patient and see what he has in store!

My Love!

This is her Demarcus Cousins impression. Haha love it!

Blah Monday!

Yesterday really stunk up the place! I had a fussy clingy baby, had to go to the dr. for a not fun reason and got violated, every car I was behind was going 20 under the speed limit, and Muffin didnt come home until 8:00 pm due to a golf scramble, got a cd of pics that didnt work, got a bill in the mail that I thought I was going to have to pay which luckily ended up being a mistake, and the dr. scale said I was 123 pounds. Booo...And then I realized even though I thought I was having a horrible day, I really wasnt. A lot of people have it way harder than I do and they would have been glad to take my day yesterday. I asked God for forgiveness for being a whiney turd. So come on Tuesday...bring it on!!

AHHH

I think I had an encounter with the devil today at Kroger. I went in Kroger (which I cant stand because I hate the grocery in general), and I walked straight to the baby aisle for formula. On my way past an aisle I noticed ice cream on sale for $2.99. Wow that is a good deal! I had to tell myself that I didnt need the ice cream. I got the formula and somehow ended up in the bakery. I found some chocolate brownies covered with chocolate icing and sprinkles. They were also $2.99. I had them in my hand and then I realized the devil was trying to trick me. haha. I put the brownies down and paid for the formula and left the store. I won!! I beat the urge to buy something bad! I have been doing so well at eating good and getting on the treadmill everyday. I am currently 122 pounds and I am hoping to continue to lose. I would be completely satisfied with 118 or below. I am not too far away! I think I can...I think I can!!!

The best sound in the world.....

is hearing my baby laugh! I love it! She grows more and more everyday! Here is a pic of her holding her head up like a big girlie!!

Monday already?? Really?

Wow, I think the weekends go by faster and faster! I am amazed! I had a great weekend!! Brandon and I took Libby to Russell Springs Kentucky to visit another great great aunt. Aunt Rhodena is my grandma Rosie's sister. She was so happy to see Libby that she cried when she first saw her. It was so sweet! We had an amazing visit, ate a bunch of food, and had a good time. Yesterday I worked all day on a cover letter and application for a job. I hope it works out. I am not terrribly excited about having to work full time and give Lib a sitter but you gotta do what you gotta do. I have really enjoyed my time with her. If the job works out it does and if it doesnt I won't be too upset. I love spending time with my Lib. I love her so much! On a sad note I got word that a friend of a friend's husband passed away in an accident. He was only 28 I believe, no older I know. He was such a sweet guy. I cannot imagine what she is going through and she could use all the prayers in the world. She is from Germany so she has no family here. I got sick to my stomach when I heard the news. I am still in such shock. Well I am looking forward to seeing what this week will bring...cant wait!